Eg er ein håplaus romantikar som har gitt opp kjærleik. Ikkje kjærleik i det store og heile, men kjærleik for meg. Kanskje kjem det nokon, ein dag, men det ser ikkje ut til å skje med det fyrste. Og det er nokon det alltid kjem til å krible for, men uansett kor rett det følest kan det ikkje vere heilt rett, for då hadde eg ikkje framleis vore åleine.
Nokre gonger føler eg at eg kan sjå glimt av framtida mi, som gjer meg redd og trygg på same tid.
(Grunnen til at eg ikkje bloggar så ofte er fordi dei negative tankane kjem så mykje lettare.)
"Oh my God, don't ever die. 'Give me my Romeo and when he shall die take him and cut him out in little stars and make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night.' Did I ever tell you I played Juliet in the fifth grade? I did. Opposite Stephen Polumbo's Romeo. Oi, what an actor he was. He started crying during my monologue - when he was supposed to be dead - because he said I was 'leaning on his arm.' Oh my God, don't ever die. I have so much more to tell you and I'm not interested in telling it to anyone else. And I'm not saying I'd be helpless I mean I'm bright and fairly good with money. And I guess I'm cute, right? You would say 'What are you, kidding me? You, my little friend, are a perfect example of beautiful.' And so I am. Because I am nothing more or less than what I see in your eyes when you look at me. Do you know how long I waited for you? My mother used to say I was too picky or afraid of commitment and that's why I was still unmarried by the age of almost-thirty, but the truth is, I was... just looking for you. Do you know how close I came to being a narrow, cold, mistrustful woman? But you have given me a life so big... and full... and good... and fun. I don't even know what we do really besides clean up and complain and wish we were sleeping but with you somehow: fun! And I'll tell you a secret: When we got married I couldn't image still wanting to be with anyone all this time later. But I do. It's a miracle to me. You are a miracle. You've made me happy, which is something I never ever thought I'd be."
- Jamie (Helen Hunt), Mad About You